Out of the darkness comes light

My last post was rather dark and well rather depressing so I'm happy to say that I feel the light again and am doing much better! Had a nice day at church, to say the least my cup was once again filled and now it runneth over. Came home and spent time planning my Young Women lesson for next week (I know over achiever) I then spent some quality time with the girls, I kinda like having sick kids, yea they are a little grumpy but they actually will cuddle me and hold still, for example in church today Jenna actually climbed onto my lap during sacrament and fell asleep...yes she is really too big for that now and I could barely hold her but as she slept I was loving every minute of it! I can't remember the last time I held Jenna while she was sleeping & I didn't want it to end!

In addition to church I have a few other reasons I'm feeling so much better; first I think I have all our unexpected bills paid off and really I should not let those kind of things get to me at least we have the money for them...well kinda we may be feasting on ramen noodles & PB&J till Friday, but the bills are paid so whoohoo! Second this week is looking much more balanced than the past few have been. I'm really hoping the girls get over this cold fast I'm missing the beach and am looking forward to movie day, going to the library, swimming, the splash pad and I have two day's this week scheduled to hang out with dear friends while Justin watches the kids!

Yes life is good now, and writing about all the positives in life just makes me feel even happier, plus it's summer time and I really, really love summer especially in so cal, if we ever have to move away I may have to insist on buying a summer home here because I'm sure my soul would shrivel and die without the beach and lovely palm tree's to look at!